hye,all..ok,today i want to talk about"what a suck's holiday's this year" ok,it supost to be a fun holiday's but because my family is not "together" any more we didn't even do any event's this holiday's...i miss all that memories i want to have that memory again,but how???my family is not together,my father always busy,my mother always work (i don't know is real work or what,some time's she'll go out with her's friend)..and my father,i don't know why i don't like his GIRLFRIEND..NO NO,i don't mean to hate her or what..but i batter like my mother,i just want 1 mother not stepmother..and i don't know why i don't like,i just feel like don't like her..(don't know why) but i want to holiday like use to be,like we the whole family will go genting highlands or what..just us 1 happy family,but now it can't..i miss all of that,never it's the fate what i surpost to do..i can't do anything's...but never mine,maybe it's not this year..or next next next year,or never..what ever,i don't want to thing about it..ok that's all for to day..bye..<3