Tadi dekat sekolah,kawan-kawan I semua tak datang. So I'm Lonely and Alone -___-,dia orang tak datang maybe sabab dia ingat tak belajar hari ni. But today have English,and Ms Tan masuk harini. She gave us SUMMARY homework today :) Then masa rehat tak ada partner,masa balik pun tak ada partner. I partner dengan Unknown person -__- First with Sham,then dengan budak India ni. Then masa rehat tadi boleh pulak sham kata macam ni. I say,"Sham tadi dalam kelas aku lonely gila,and tak ada kawan dohh!" Then she say "Tu la kau,sapa suruh tak friendly? Kan masa kau tak ada kawan sekarang ni,tak ada orang nak teman kau?'' Time sham kata macam tu,Ia mensedarkan I. That when ever kita susah,mesti tak ada siapa nak tolong kan? And I feel damn fucking suck today. For the first time,I sembahyang after rehat. Semua orang pandang pelik je,DUDE? Salah ke akau sembahyang,Tak salah kan? Exam dah nak dekat,nak BERIBADAH pun tak boleh ke apa? -_- Tomorow I'll do the same thing,I'll divide my time. From makan then after makan,I'll rush to surau sembahyang. Then last three or two period I sembahyang for asar :) Haha,balik when I told my mom that I sembahyang. Dia kata,Bagusss anakku dah bertaubat :D Then I was thinking 'Mama,bila pulak?' Heheheh :) jkjkjkjk Okay,I just doa that I'll pass my Final Exam and I tak turun kelas for next year. Amin~
That's all,Now I'm just thinking. Memang kawan macam tu eik? When ever kita susah,sorang pun tak ada. And I acting to mean or what,sampai Sham cakap macam tu? Hmm,pape je la. :D If it's My Fate to be lonely and forever lonely nak buat macam mana kan :)